This time I
was caught off guard by the Wednesday´s obligations. Days have been seeping by
like turning the pages of a children´s book. Quickly, with a rush to the finish
line. I have just read the book I have been struggling with for a year and it
left me speechless by the ideas author – a great scientist in the fields of
quantum physics – has laid on table. There is much to think about, especially
about the ending chapters dealing with quantum conscience of a human mind. It gave
me something to think about, like how we make decisions, how much are we
involved in that and how many of those taken are actually you-cannot-help-but
decisions. At some point it sounded as if there is so little in “free will”
that is actually free. Up to this point I have not yet come to a conclusion I would
like to share, but it got me thinking about helplessness and judgments.
It is true,
we are a sum of all of the experiences we have in our lives. Those make us who
we are. In fact those make up our reality, for we cannot escape the
interpretations we make upon reality we face every day. We tend to perceive reality
the way, which is most suitable to our accustomed ways of thinking. Thus, judgements are born. Reality,
after all, must coincide with the usual, the known. If it weren´t like that,
that would mean we fail to understand it properly. It would mean we live a lie.
Actually, it would mean we live in denial. It is much easier not to break one´s
head on too much thinking. After all, we can control but our own actions (do
we?) and respond intensively to the ones made upon us. Do not get me wrong, I would
love to see reality the way I want. Simply taking it the way I need it to be to
work for me, ignoring the possibility that I was wrong. I have friends who do
not bother with it at all. They think nothing of it. They are sure of how and
what they are and tend to see the Reality as a confirmation more than a
challenge or a lifelong lesson. However,
I have always been interested in knowing the Truth. What really goes on and how
it affects me, you and the society. I have always taken in consideration others´
point of view. I tried to weigh out the options and decide upon predictions of
the outcome. Well, let me tell you it is a fruitless and pointless thing to do.
I said it so many times here, that reality is what it is. Accepting it is a
better way than fighting it. However, accepting does not mean giving into it. There
is a difference, I hope you see that.
Anyways, seeing the Reality is something that I want to talk about now. Or
better yet, show it.
